I always look at people and talk to them- ask them if they can feel something blossoming behind their face but they want nothing to do with those things they dont know that feeling of collapsing beneath your skin like when you stare at anything above you at night for too long
a parasite stays asleep inside of you and replaces your skin, makes you cry, sends your heart to the back of your eyes so when you sleep you can see what is making you sick
1) Obtain a 3D scan of my skull
2) Recompile this data into a CAD file
3) Print with 3D printer
4) Make a flower pot
"Don’t surrender your loneliness so quickly,
let it cut more deep.
Let it ferment and season you
as few human or even divine ingredients can.
Something missing in my heart tonight
has made my eyes so soft,
my voice so tender,
my need of god
Hafiz (via the-unfeminine-female)
I am afraid to let myself feel small, and so I puff up my chest
I fill myself with air
but I am small.